I don't care what others think about you,

I dont care what others think about you,

If you all dont know who i am,
just try to talk bad about her,
go ahead,if she's hurt.
your gonna suffer,i'll make sure you remember the lesson that i teach you,
if you dare,you go ahead and talk about her,
if she's hurt,i dont give a damn who is it. where you're from,from what kind of background you some from,
im gonna give you a present,a big one.
please dont ever talk bad about her,kays?
i dont want her to feel that she's bad.
i know she's a good person,

4/1/10,
first day of school,
first day of everything,
when i woke up in the morning,i think of her,
after i bathed and prayed,i quickly grab my phone and text her,
greet her,make sure that she's happy in the morning,
accompany her in the morning before she go to school,
even in school,i think of her,what is she doing at school now,
is she feeling cold?sick?unhappy?
in fact im worried,worried that she'll feel cold,worried that she'll feel sick,
nothing usual happen at school,luckily my hair didnt get caught..hehe.
-end-

Few days ago,i involved in an accident..but not a big accident,hehe
who cares?..its not my fault,i dont want it to happen.
after that guy hit me,he said nothing..what the fuck?!..
i was so pissed off,i feel like bashing him up,but my mum was there and i dont want to show her how violent i am although she already knew it since i was born,haha!
then the next day,my leg started to feel pain,very pain indeed,
went and consulted a doctor,
i dont give a damn,it was 6.30..i went and met that guy,i paid him 150..but then he asked more,that time my mum wasnt there and this is it! my chance to get some revenge!
i bashed him like a dog,i bashed him till he apologize,teach him a damn fucking lesson from me.
i feel like breaking his bone,
it was a relieve! so syiokk! haha!

thats all i can tell la,hehe

Here's something for her,

I remember the times we spent together all those drives,
we had a million questions,
all about our lives,
and when we got to New York,
everything felt right,
i wish you were here with me,
Tonight,
i remember the days we spent together,
were not enough,
it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up,

Tonight i've fallen and i cant get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
and every night i miss you,
i can just look up and know the stars are holding,
holding you tonight.


Here's a song for everyone,
Besame mucho-Andrea Bocelli

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Besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame,
besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques,
quiero ternete muy cerca,
mirarme en tus ojos,
estar junto a ti,
piensa que talvez manana estare muy lejos,
muy lejos de aqui,

besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame,
besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques,
quero tenerte muy cerca,
mirarme en tus ojos,
estar junto a ti,
piensa que talvez manana estare muy lejos,
muy lejos de aqui,
besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame, besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques.
-end-

Meaning of 'Besame Mucho' is,
Kiss me a lot,