Friday, January 29, 2010

hmmps.

Dont know how i feel right now,its been a while since i've update my blog...
well,i made her dream come true,i wish i can make all her dreams come true..
i know im nt her #1 yet,i wanna be her #1 so that i can make her feel safe,protected and happy evyday n nite,
my feelings towards her is getting deeper n deeper although she's not mine,i treat her like my #1..i care about her like my #1..i talk to her like my #1..evything i do,she's #1...
i made one of her dreams cme true,drve her..haha!..piy jas,sorry jas! i dont know that u will end up banging the door,sorry ya prefect..haha!..then the next day,we hang out in old town white coffee..i fed her for the first time,haha...datz why la,degil samo..hahah!,next time nak degil lagi x?..hahah!..

dunno what to say alr la,but i know i love her..i found love when im with her..i want her to be happy,i want to drive her again!..haha!

PS,
I dont want you to feel sad a,i want u to feel happy...if sape2 brani,kacau la u..tgk ap i wt..syg u!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

goshh!

Oh my,i wish i can stop loving you but i cant..
Everyday and night,my mind was only you leh,
'wo zhen de bu dong yao zuo shen me le,yin gai zhen me zuo ne?'
Should i or shouldn't i?
if i wait for you,you're stress..confused,dont know who to choose..
but honestly i tell,if you really need him better faster faster back with him..no need to care bout what other people think..
But why when i love someone,
i cant be with them,cant stay in their hard?..why is it so hard?
Goshh,i wish im nt in love but i already fell in love..sighsss~
I know why u want me to forget bout you,not to say i dont know..
but my feelings,its getting deeper,i know its hard for you to let go someone,

Let me tell you why i can fall in love,
1.your eyes are making me sick!
2.your smile is always sincere,
3.your laughter,whenever im not in a mood..i will think the way u laugh..
4.the way you understand someone,
5.the way you care about someone,
6.the way you love ur frenz,
7.the way you love ur special friend,
8.the way you treat a person,
9.the way you miss someone,
10.the way you love someone,

I know its hard for you to choose but if your heart accept other people but not me,itz okay..we're still friends..alwiz will be friends..if you're with others,all i can do is wish u n dat person happiness..and please take care of yourself..taw2?

Saturday, January 23, 2010

If you miss someone,if you love someone

If you miss someone,first thing you must do is greet him/her,
try text-ing each other,know each other's feelings..
if you're feeling unhappy,feel free to tell out the person u miss the most,
dont care whether that person is ur ex or someone else,
most important is you can spend time with that person,

If you love someone,
dont ever deny it,some of them say love is a dream but,
if you really know the meaning of love,you'll know that its a beautiful dream.
if you love someone,
you'll protect him/her no matter what it takes,
whenever he/she needs someone,
accompany him/her..make sure that he's/she's happy..
when he's/she's lonely,
call him/her,talk to him/her..entertain him/her with jokes.
when she's crying,
hug her and dont say a word..let her feel that she's safe with you,
when she's quiet,
ask her what's wrong..
when you see her at her worst,
tell her that she's beautiful..
when she tells you a secret,
keep it safe and untold,
when you call her and she's silent,
just stay on the phone and entertain her,


Here's something for everyone,

Baby wont you tell me why,
there are sadness in your eyes,
i dont wanna say goodbye to you,
love is one big illusion,
i should try to forget,
but there's something left in my head,
you're the one who set it up,
now you're the one to make it stop,
im the one who's feeling lost right now,
now you want me to forget every little thig you said,
but there's something left in my head,
i wont forget the way you're kissing,
the feeling's so strong,
but im not the man your heart is missing,
that's why you go away i know,
you were never satisfied no matter how i tried,
now you wanna say goodbye to me,
love is one big illusion,
there's something left in my head,

Friday, January 22, 2010

my mood is going crazy!

This few days,few weeks,my mood is different..
usually,im happy all the time but for the past few weeks and days,my mood is different,
angry,tension,moody,happy,loads more..what the fuck is happening to me?..can i please fucking know why i'm like that a?..
Recently something happened,a fight?..let me warning to all those indians at BB! before i spread my wings,y'all better shut the fuck up and dont pick a fight with me..
if im angry,y'all will know what happen..dont ever fucking say that i didnt fucking warning your rat ass!..better shut the fuck up im telling y'all!

I've been chosen to play for the school in basketball..what the fuck?..now must train like a dog,sigh..but what to do?..just have fun la,i dont want fights,i just want a clean game..hehe..

What should we name this kind of people a?..why must he ignore her?..just because he saw me and her..what the fuck?!..if you want her,just go ahead la..i dont know what to say..i just want her heart to decide who she really need,if both of you are back together..i wish both of u all happiness la..sincerely,
Please please please treat her nicely,i dont want her to cry,dont want her to feel sad and moody..i just want you to take care of her heart..i dont want her heart to break again..it's hard for me to say this actually but if she really accept u back,i cant do anything right?..so this is it,i wish both of u all happiness if both of you all are back together,if i know her feeling's hurt..you gonna suffer!..im gonna break your rat ass off! please dont be a jealous fucker,open minded a lil bit can a?..just try not to be too jealous..

Thats all for now,may god bless you all! =]

Here's a song,i know i cant have you now but i just want you to read this carefully..

Justin Bieber-Favourite Girl

I always knew you were the best,
the coolest girl i know,
so prettier than all the rest,
the star of my show,
so many times i wish you'd be the one for me,
i never knew you'd get like this,girl what you've done to me,

You're who i'm thinking of,
girl you aint my runner up,
no matter what you're always number one,
-chorus-
My prize possession,
one and only,
i adore ya,
girl i want ya,
the one i can't live without that's you,that's you,
you're my special,
little lady,
the one that makes me crazy,
of all the girls i've ever known its' you,it's you,

My favourite,my favourite,my favourite,my favourtie girl,
my favourite girl,

You used to going out your way to impress these mr wrongs,
but you can be yourself for me,i'll take you as you are,
i know they said believe in love is a dream that cant be real,
so girl let's write a fairytale,
and show them how it feels,

your who i'm thinking of,
and girl you aint my runner up,
no matter what you're always number one,


-chorus-

you take my breath away,
with everything you say,
i just wanna be with you,
my baby,my baby,oh oh,
my miss dont play no games,
treats you no other way than you deserve cause,
you're the girl of my dreams,

-chorus- x2

my favourite,my favourite,my favourite,
my favourite,my favourite girl x2.

-end-

Really dont know my mood right now..sighs..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

My feeling towards you is getting deeper.

My feelings towards you is getting deeper because i feel that we're more close,
when you cant sleep,i accompany you till you sleep,
when you're sad,i try my best to comfort you,
when you had problems,im always ready to listen and then solve it for you,
Why i always send you home?..for sure u feel weird right?
i send you home is because im worried,
if you go home by bus,u must walk so far and that area is not safe at al,now only i know..
i wanna make sure that u reach home safely,want you to feel happy always,
maybe i cant guide you in studies,but i can teach you what does life means because i've been through many kinds of situation,
i can show you my love,but i cant because you need to study,
i'll wait,u mark my words,
after SPM,i'm gonna show you and proof to you how much i love you,
and im sure i'll wait for you,
Everytime when i see you smile,it makes me feel happy,
when i see you laugh,it makes me feel happier,
if i can see you smile and lauh everyday,it makes me feel more and more and more happy!

Goshh,
yesterday was the first day of basketball training,why the coach so stupid a?..dont understand at all,like i dont know the basics,wtf?!..c'mon la,i played against your team last year..you think i really dont know how to play basketball a?..you're really stupid la,i dont want you to be my coach,why didnt y'all help me?..he asked who want him to train please raise up the hand,why did y'all raise up your hand?..aiyoo..nevermind la,i'll proof to the coach that i'll make a big difference this year,mark my words coach!..if you try to do stupid things again,i'm gonna break your face!..haha! but it was a tiring day!

That's all i can say la,teehee (:

To my dears,

I love how your eyes close,
whenever you kiss me,
and when i'm away from you,
i love how you miss me,
i love the way you always treat me tenderly,
but darling most of all,
i love how you love me,
i love how your heartbeats,
whenever i hold you,
i love how you think of me,
without being told to,
i love the way your touch is always heavenly,
but darling most of all,
i love how you love me,
i love the way your toush is always heavenly,
but darling most of all,
i love how you love me,
i love how you hug me,
i love how you spueeze me,tease me,please me,
love how you love me,
i love how you love me,
i love how you love me,
i love how you love me,
-end-

Notes,
Babes,i know i cant be with you right now..but i'll always wait for you,no matter how long it takes,
One thing i wanna say is,
I Love You Dear!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

for you my dears!

Glenn Frey-The One You Love,

I know you need a friend,
someone you can talk to,
who will understand what you're goin through,
when it comes to love,
there's no easy answer,
only you can say,
what you're gonna do,
i heard you on the phone,
you took his number,
said you weren't alone,
but you call him soon,
isn't he the guy,
guy who left you crying,
isn't he the one,
who made you blue,
when you remember thos nights in his arms,
you know you gotta make up your mind,
are you gonna stay with the one who love you,
or are you going back to the one you love,
someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you,
someone's gonna thank the stars above,
what you're gonna say,
when he comes over,
there's no easy way to see this through,
all the broken dreams,
all the dissapointment,
oh girl,what you're gonna do,
your heart's keep sayin',
it's just not fair,
but still you gotta make up your mind,
are you gonna stay with the one who love you,
or are you going back to the one you love,
someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you,
someone's gonna thank the stars above,
-end-

Go with the flow my dear!~

I wanna know what are you thinking,i really wanna know..teehee!

i know i love you,but i cant be with you.
because SPM is here,thats why i wait,i never get sick n tired of you,i dont care what other people think about you,i promise you i will take care of you..if you dont want to believe it and you wwnt me to proof it to you,i will..but after SPM..i promise you,i will show you how much i love you.
i never get bored text-ing you,care about you,even hear u scolding people,i never give up on you,alot of people dont believe that i can show you my love,fine..i'll show them..all of my friends that dont believe me,watch out..
maybe because im crazy,hyper till the max..thats why they dont believe me..its okay..one day,y'all will see me n her together,

PS,
Try go with the flow dears,try not to deny it..i know i can love you and i know you can love me as well,i'll wait for you..i dont care what people say,i'll still wait for you..i promise you,i'll proof to you my love,you wait my dear!...iloveyou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahha!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I don't care what others think about you,

I dont care what others think about you,

If you all dont know who i am,
just try to talk bad about her,
go ahead,if she's hurt.
your gonna suffer,i'll make sure you remember the lesson that i teach you,
if you dare,you go ahead and talk about her,
if she's hurt,i dont give a damn who is it. where you're from,from what kind of background you some from,
im gonna give you a present,a big one.
please dont ever talk bad about her,kays?
i dont want her to feel that she's bad.
i know she's a good person,

4/1/10,
first day of school,
first day of everything,
when i woke up in the morning,i think of her,
after i bathed and prayed,i quickly grab my phone and text her,
greet her,make sure that she's happy in the morning,
accompany her in the morning before she go to school,
even in school,i think of her,what is she doing at school now,
is she feeling cold?sick?unhappy?
in fact im worried,worried that she'll feel cold,worried that she'll feel sick,
nothing usual happen at school,luckily my hair didnt get caught..hehe.
-end-

Few days ago,i involved in an accident..but not a big accident,hehe
who cares?..its not my fault,i dont want it to happen.
after that guy hit me,he said nothing..what the fuck?!..
i was so pissed off,i feel like bashing him up,but my mum was there and i dont want to show her how violent i am although she already knew it since i was born,haha!
then the next day,my leg started to feel pain,very pain indeed,
went and consulted a doctor,
i dont give a damn,it was 6.30..i went and met that guy,i paid him 150..but then he asked more,that time my mum wasnt there and this is it! my chance to get some revenge!
i bashed him like a dog,i bashed him till he apologize,teach him a damn fucking lesson from me.
i feel like breaking his bone,
it was a relieve! so syiokk! haha!

thats all i can tell la,hehe

Here's something for her,

I remember the times we spent together all those drives,
we had a million questions,
all about our lives,
and when we got to New York,
everything felt right,
i wish you were here with me,
Tonight,
i remember the days we spent together,
were not enough,
it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up,

Tonight i've fallen and i cant get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
and every night i miss you,
i can just look up and know the stars are holding,
holding you tonight.


Here's a song for everyone,
Besame mucho-Andrea Bocelli

****
Besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame,
besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques,
quiero ternete muy cerca,
mirarme en tus ojos,
estar junto a ti,
piensa que talvez manana estare muy lejos,
muy lejos de aqui,

besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame,
besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques,
quero tenerte muy cerca,
mirarme en tus ojos,
estar junto a ti,
piensa que talvez manana estare muy lejos,
muy lejos de aqui,
besame,
besame mucho,
como si fuera esta noche la ultima vez,
besame, besame mucho,
que tengo mierdo a perderte perderte desques.
-end-

Meaning of 'Besame Mucho' is,
Kiss me a lot,