First of all,
I'm laughing like a psycho right now..haha!
Okay,let's make it right.
I know you want me to have a relationship now,and you'll be happy.
not to say i don't want but i don't have any feelings on them..
It's true,there are girls that had feelings on me but i dont have feelings on them,if i had relationship with them..what are they gonna get? HURT,they're gonna get hurt..and everyone describe me as a player,i am a player but i'm not now..everyone can say i'm a player who only know how to break people's heart..but do all of you understand me?..answer me,do all of you understand me.what's in me.who i really need?..do all of you understand?
When i wanna do something good,sure there are obstacle..c'mon.what the fuck is this?..
If i do something bad,all of you will stab me in the back..
Now i'm fucking trying to do good stuff,why can't y'all let me do some good stuff..
Why must i have obstacle when i'm up to something,please fuck me now!
When i had feelings on someone,sure there are tons of people also will have feelings on them,
If y'all want it so badly,fine..i'll give,you take..do i look like i give a fuck?..c'mon man,i don't give a fuck,not a fucking thing at all...NONE,
If y'all are not satisfied about i had feelings on someone,c'mon and please fuck with me..y'all can have that person,i don't mind..
Y'all can say i'm bullshitting,double face fucker,pretend to be good..it's up to all of you,if i said something bad..don't ever say that i didn't give a warning,
Don't even fucking say that i care bout girls more than friend,i give my friends 50%,girls that i love 50%..sometimes please understand me,what i'm really up to..
I'm getting sick and tired of all of you,don't force me to do bad things..i don't wanna do it anymore..i try to hold myself back now..
Seriously,i'm sick and tired of being a good person..i wish i can finish this fucking year faster,i dont wanna be good anymore..it's time for me to be bad again,it's time for all of you to see who am i,what kind of person i really am..
I don't give a damn shit about it,i don't give a chance..
Wanna play games with me,i'll play with all of you..
REMEMBER,
Anything all of you are not satisfied with,come and talk to me..
*I'm laughing like a bastard now..haha!
Bout feelings,No fucking comment!
For the girls that are waiting for me,
Look,i'm sorry..i just dont have feelings on all of you..i'm sorry,
but no matter what,we're still friends.
To dears,
I'm not repaying you by loving you,
You've change my life,
But i don't know why i have feelings on you,
It's okay if you dont wanna accept me,i just want us to be friends..
You must understand,why i treat you like my girlfriend..
You can say i'm stupid for waiting you,
Told you that i love you although we just only knew each other..
Neways,thanks for changing my life,i appreciate it..
*laughing like a psycho person now,
*please understand me,
*look into me,and see what's inside me,
*appreciate it peeps,
Start it with a smile,
End it with a smile,
:)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Missin' You!
17/2/09,
3rd day of chinese new year,
Us,consist of me,Dears and jasmine...
Mid Valley,
Woke dear up at 7,pity her..too early..haha..but she managed to woke up..
then we start texting each other luu,
Dears told me,she like the way i woke her up,thanks dears..can i wake you up everyday?
then at 9,i called dear again n wake her up again..but then we're texting.haha!
10++,we reached to our destination point..meet up with jasmine,
Ahhhh,movies..'valentines day'..but then i forgot to booked the tickets..then jasmine booked the tickets..then we hanged out at Burger King,talking about Burger King..near there was a shop,a shop that sells camera,television and etc.
While we're hanging out,suddenly there's a song played in there..goshh,those kind of song's driving me crazy..why they suddenly play that kind of songs?..haha!
But then they were afraid,why?..weirdness..there's no need to worry..just cheezle and dun worry..haha!
Then we walked around mid valley,gardens..we walked,we talked,we laughed..it was fun though..
Then at 1,3 of us went and line up at the reservation counter..then its our turn to collect the tickets..that guy ask for a reservation number..jasmine forgot the number..What?!..i say What?!..why jasmine? why?..the cinema was f-ing crowded!..we decided not to watch movie..so we took a walk to The Gardens,hanged out in borders..borders,something happened over there..i cant tell..let me n dears know about it..haha!..in mandarin,'Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi'..it means,a secret that can't be told..then we took a walk again,this time to Mph Bookstore,I played with the bible..stupidity..then i did something unexpected..what is it?..no no no,i already promise dear not to tell..but then we have pictures of it..hehe..PNC..the pictures are hidden,everything's safe..haha!..
Then bla bla bla,cant tell because its a secret between the three of us..hehe..
Thats it.
Something for dear,
I talk to you but it's not the same as touching you,
And everytime u whisper my name,i wanna run to you,
We'll be together,it wont be long,
But it feels like forever,and it's hard to be strong,
Baby cause' i'm missin' you now,
And it's drivin' me crazy,
How i'm needin' you baby,
I'm missin' you now,
Can't wait till i'm alone with you,
To show you how im missing you,
Wishin' you were here by my side is all that i can do,
Got my arms around my pillow at night,they should be holdin' you,
Thought i was stronger,how could i know,
I cant take this much longer,
It's so hard on my soul,
Baby i just cant wait,
Till i see your face,
Chase away the loneliness inside,
When you're close to my heart,
Right here in my arms,
Then and only then,
Will i be satisfied?
I'm missing you now..
Iloveya babes!
PS:
Dear,drink lots of water a..hot weather..u will easily get sick if u dun drink water..must drink au..if nt,i bite u..hehe..love ya babes!
3rd day of chinese new year,
Us,consist of me,Dears and jasmine...
Mid Valley,
Woke dear up at 7,pity her..too early..haha..but she managed to woke up..
then we start texting each other luu,
Dears told me,she like the way i woke her up,thanks dears..can i wake you up everyday?
then at 9,i called dear again n wake her up again..but then we're texting.haha!
10++,we reached to our destination point..meet up with jasmine,
Ahhhh,movies..'valentines day'..but then i forgot to booked the tickets..then jasmine booked the tickets..then we hanged out at Burger King,talking about Burger King..near there was a shop,a shop that sells camera,television and etc.
While we're hanging out,suddenly there's a song played in there..goshh,those kind of song's driving me crazy..why they suddenly play that kind of songs?..haha!
But then they were afraid,why?..weirdness..there's no need to worry..just cheezle and dun worry..haha!
Then we walked around mid valley,gardens..we walked,we talked,we laughed..it was fun though..
Then at 1,3 of us went and line up at the reservation counter..then its our turn to collect the tickets..that guy ask for a reservation number..jasmine forgot the number..What?!..i say What?!..why jasmine? why?..the cinema was f-ing crowded!..we decided not to watch movie..so we took a walk to The Gardens,hanged out in borders..borders,something happened over there..i cant tell..let me n dears know about it..haha!..in mandarin,'Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi'..it means,a secret that can't be told..then we took a walk again,this time to Mph Bookstore,I played with the bible..stupidity..then i did something unexpected..what is it?..no no no,i already promise dear not to tell..but then we have pictures of it..hehe..PNC..the pictures are hidden,everything's safe..haha!..
Then bla bla bla,cant tell because its a secret between the three of us..hehe..
Thats it.
Something for dear,
I talk to you but it's not the same as touching you,
And everytime u whisper my name,i wanna run to you,
We'll be together,it wont be long,
But it feels like forever,and it's hard to be strong,
Baby cause' i'm missin' you now,
And it's drivin' me crazy,
How i'm needin' you baby,
I'm missin' you now,
Can't wait till i'm alone with you,
To show you how im missing you,
Wishin' you were here by my side is all that i can do,
Got my arms around my pillow at night,they should be holdin' you,
Thought i was stronger,how could i know,
I cant take this much longer,
It's so hard on my soul,
Baby i just cant wait,
Till i see your face,
Chase away the loneliness inside,
When you're close to my heart,
Right here in my arms,
Then and only then,
Will i be satisfied?
I'm missing you now..
Iloveya babes!
PS:
Dear,drink lots of water a..hot weather..u will easily get sick if u dun drink water..must drink au..if nt,i bite u..hehe..love ya babes!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
First of all,
i wanna say that im sorry to Izwanie cuz she's angry..im sorry dearie,(:
why is she angry?
she's angry because of us(me,mira,jas)..go without her,i went back home without telling her,i wanna tell her after she meet her ex..i duwan to disturb,
when i was in car,my mind was only you..im thinking of you,will you be lonely after i leave you alone?..will you miss me?..can she take care of herself when im not around?..gossh,im worried!
Valentine's coming,why must it falls on the same day as chinese new year?..why why why?
I want to celebrate with you...hmmps.
Well,its okay..i can celebrate it later..hehe..
Oh ya,before i forget..Wednesday,i tried to kiss her..but she dun let me kiss leh..haha!..dears,u said tha you're waiting for my kiss..but why when i wanna kiss u dat time,u dun let leh??..
Then on friday,we were planning to go mid valley for a movie,but then..aiyaa..pity you dears,then u went back home and changed..while waiting,i hang out with jas..it was quite fun though.haha..
then we hang out at SR(Secret Recipe)..jas ordered cake,amira too..i ordered lasagna for her..then i did something unexpected,i tried to kiss her!..haha!..but it did not turn out well..haha!..so while hanging out,suddenly leh..mira and dear said there's hair in that lasagna..WTF?!..disgusting!..yuckss!!!!!!!!...stupiakk gehh SR..then we complained,so we dont have to pay for the lasagna..haha!..
then we went back to WAHANA,then i called her to come down and see me..dear called me to go up,ok.i went up and called her to come out and see me..my plan was to kiss her,then i called her to look at me and i said i wont do anything..but then i tried to move my lips close to her lips..well,our lips did touched but just a lil bit..haha...then she sulk,then i ask and ask and ask..then she said dun ever2 text her or call her..i was thinking,'What should i do? im lost,completely lost'..im so so so sorry dears,but then i heard something that made me angry,thst bitch wont stop is it? just stop bothering her,cant you just leave her alone?.
Then i called her and talk to her,she told me her ex was crying..OMFG?!..bloody hell,like a sissy!..really stupiakk..haha..then i told her,sometimes she must be a different person..if she dont,the results wont come out..and i told her that sometimes i dont understand her,it is true..now what i wanna do is,i wanna understand her..i wanna know her more..i wanna know what's in her heart..
okk,im donee here cuz im in a hurry,
last but not least,
Dear,im sorry for all my wrong doings..all i wanna do is to love you day by day..
dun think about anything la now,i duwan u to feel tension..tw2 syg?..i just want you to tell me what's wrong,remember you must change and be a different person,
drink lots of water a dears..hot weather outside..
i miss ya babes,
i love ya babes!
XOXO!
(:
*I want my dear to be happy!!!!!!!!!
duwan her to feel moody,
i wanna say that im sorry to Izwanie cuz she's angry..im sorry dearie,(:
why is she angry?
she's angry because of us(me,mira,jas)..go without her,i went back home without telling her,i wanna tell her after she meet her ex..i duwan to disturb,
when i was in car,my mind was only you..im thinking of you,will you be lonely after i leave you alone?..will you miss me?..can she take care of herself when im not around?..gossh,im worried!
Valentine's coming,why must it falls on the same day as chinese new year?..why why why?
I want to celebrate with you...hmmps.
Well,its okay..i can celebrate it later..hehe..
Oh ya,before i forget..Wednesday,i tried to kiss her..but she dun let me kiss leh..haha!..dears,u said tha you're waiting for my kiss..but why when i wanna kiss u dat time,u dun let leh??..
Then on friday,we were planning to go mid valley for a movie,but then..aiyaa..pity you dears,then u went back home and changed..while waiting,i hang out with jas..it was quite fun though.haha..
then we hang out at SR(Secret Recipe)..jas ordered cake,amira too..i ordered lasagna for her..then i did something unexpected,i tried to kiss her!..haha!..but it did not turn out well..haha!..so while hanging out,suddenly leh..mira and dear said there's hair in that lasagna..WTF?!..disgusting!..yuckss!!!!!!!!...stupiakk gehh SR..then we complained,so we dont have to pay for the lasagna..haha!..
then we went back to WAHANA,then i called her to come down and see me..dear called me to go up,ok.i went up and called her to come out and see me..my plan was to kiss her,then i called her to look at me and i said i wont do anything..but then i tried to move my lips close to her lips..well,our lips did touched but just a lil bit..haha...then she sulk,then i ask and ask and ask..then she said dun ever2 text her or call her..i was thinking,'What should i do? im lost,completely lost'..im so so so sorry dears,but then i heard something that made me angry,thst bitch wont stop is it? just stop bothering her,cant you just leave her alone?.
Then i called her and talk to her,she told me her ex was crying..OMFG?!..bloody hell,like a sissy!..really stupiakk..haha..then i told her,sometimes she must be a different person..if she dont,the results wont come out..and i told her that sometimes i dont understand her,it is true..now what i wanna do is,i wanna understand her..i wanna know her more..i wanna know what's in her heart..
okk,im donee here cuz im in a hurry,
last but not least,
Dear,im sorry for all my wrong doings..all i wanna do is to love you day by day..
dun think about anything la now,i duwan u to feel tension..tw2 syg?..i just want you to tell me what's wrong,remember you must change and be a different person,
drink lots of water a dears..hot weather outside..
i miss ya babes,
i love ya babes!
XOXO!
(:
*I want my dear to be happy!!!!!!!!!
duwan her to feel moody,
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