Falling In Love

Day by day,
my feelings towards you is getting more and more deeper,
everyday and night,i spend my time just for you,
everynight,i get to hear your voice,
when you're with me,i lost my heart cuz you steal my heart,
everytime when i look at your picture,it makes me happy,
everytime i think of you,i fell in love,

Day by day,
we know each other well,
what you like,what you dislike,
how do you spend your time,
what do you usually do,
how do you feel,


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The love of my life,

I remember the first time i saw you,

You were as beautiful as can be,

Your amazing smile touched my heart and completed me.

When i talked to you,

I was talking to a beautiful angel from up above,

You had the biggest smile and it made m fell in love,

I started to have all these feelings,

For you because i found the girl of my dreams,

The sun came out and brighten me with its beam,

It made me feel so nice and warm inside,

These are the feelings sure i cannot hide,

I will never forget the special day,

Because those memories are kept in my heart and it wont go away,

Everyday i got to talk to you and seeing you,

My life was paradise,

I gotta go see the heaven in your eyes,

The site was so beautiful,

It was a dream come true,

I wish we were together,just me and you,

Everytime i gazed in your eyes,

I can feel that special feelings,

When my heart is broken,

You're the one that's making it healing,

You have always been there for me,

For the good and the bad,

They were the best day of my life that i ever had,

I dont know what i would do without you,

You are the world to me,

I am giving you my heart for free,

You're everything to me,

I wish you knew how much,

You make my day with just one single touch,

All i want in my lfe is you,

You're so wonderful,

I'll do anything to be with you,

I will love you till the moon doesn't glow,

I will love you till the winds dont blow,

I will love you till the sun doesn't shine,

I will love you forever even though you're not mine,

You are my best friend and you always will,

I just hope someday me and you will be together,

So that i can show you my love for real,

Iloveyou.

Hmm..which one?!

Was wondering,thinking about you,

What would happen to me if you're really gone,
What can i do to stop it?

When i look at you,
i feel all the problems im facing is gone,
When you smile,
i forget about sadness in my eyes,
When you laugh,
i feel like kissing you,
When you were unhappy,
i wish im by your side to cheer you up,
When you make a sound,
i will keep quiet because your sound can solve all the problems,
When you were walking,
i wanna hug you from behind,
When you sit in a corner,
i feel like talking to you,
When you were bored,
i feel like entertaining you with jokes,
When you were crying,
i feel like comforting you,
When you were in any danger,
i feel like protecting you,
When you were alone,
i feel like talking to you,
When you scared,
i feel like hugging you and say everythings okay,
When you were cold,
i feel like keeping you warm,
When you need another heart,
i feel like giving it you,
When i love you,
will you love me as much as i do?

amiin is fucking tension,need E to shake everything away!

24/12/09-Christmas Eve..guess so..

heyz,today went to mid valley with izwanie!,shazmi!..just the three of us,jas cant go cuz she have to go back to school and help,oh ya,talking about today,my cousin brother got his PMR result,he got a great result..hehe..gratz to my cousin brother,we are brothers for life!

Then,went mid valley by cab cuz already late..haha!..then when i almost reach mid valley,i saw izwanie and shazmi walking up the escalator...haha!..we met up,then we planning to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 wan,but sold out..Fuck!..then we try watch zombieland,but cant..Fuck again!..then izwanie decided to watch 'Santau'..while waiting for the movie to start,we went and walk walk around mid valley and the gardens..but i dont understand,why izwanie scared to talk to me,just tell me if you wanna go anywhere..haha! oh ya,theres picture..little bit only..

these are the picture..hehe.

then we watched the movie la,but then izwanie feel cold..i try to hold her hands but shazmi kacau la..hahah!..then nevermind lor..after awhile,i try again..but i get to hold for a few seconds only..hmmm...so,after the movie end,we walked the whole mid valley and the gardens again,haha!..thats all i can tell,the rest just me n izwanie know only..hehe!

Faker,Fuck Off Please,(:

Fuck off please faker,

I dont fucking like faker,kays?

i feel like killing your rat ass off,

i feel like you throwing out from a plane without a parachute,

i feel like stabbing you with a kinfe,

i feel like kicking your rat ass,

i feel like fucking you,

i feel like doing everything to you!

Arghh!

Let's forget about the faker thing,

i'll start with a smile,(:

next,i'll start become unhappy,):

then,i'll start with a story,

Yesterday was a hell of a day,why?..we were on the phone for 3 hours.

we talked about loads of stuff,one of it was,i teached her mandarin,it was kinda hard for her,but she managed to speak fluently,proud of her!but then before that,this is the first time im doing it,i sang..haha!..What The Fuck?!..nahh,it was ok though,at least i've got the guts to sing..haha..bla bla bla n bla bla bla..hehe..

Today,at tmn desa..i was doing something then came this mood,it was terrible..

i feel like bashing up people,i feel like 'quattro',i feel like doing everything..but then i cant,cuz i made a promise,made a promise to be a better person..but i wotn forget my history,case here case there..'quattro' here,'quattro' there..haha!...skipping school,class..

but in my mind,im still wondering..

'When i want her,everyone wants her,when i dont want her,everyone also dont want her',

What! wanna fight is it?..sorry,im rejecting it,i wont fight because of a small thing,it's just a small thing,tiny little things..okay?..if you really want her,you can have her..i dont mind,but then dont regret ya..

everyday is a stressfull day,fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!...why just can't i relax? chilling like i used to do,why now i've become a more violent person?..but lately,i dont drink anymore,dont 'quattro' anymore,

last but not least,FUCK OFF FAKER!

Here's some lyrics,if y'all know this song well,you know how to sing.

I've been beaten down,

I've been kicked around,

But she takes it all for me,

And i lost my faith,

In my darkest days,

But she makes me want to believe,

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She's all i need,

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,

But she waited patiently.

It was all the same, all my pride and shame,

And she put me on my feet.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need.

Cause when that world slows down, dear.

And when those stars burn out, here.

Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there,

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need,

She is love, and she is all I need,

She is love, and she is all I need.

Dont know to describe how i feel.

Hmm..today im gonna move to something new,
I wanna talk about a girl,she's my friend,my dear,my everything.
there's something in her,something special..im addicted to her smile,laughter,her eyes!..you should see her eyes,
the first time i know her,i think that she's a caring,lovely,cute person.she say she's an emotionless person,but i dont see that she's an emotionless person..her smile are so sweet,honest..

But now,my feelings towards her is getting more deeper,hmmm..what kind of feel is it?hate?love? but there's something i feel weird about,why when i want this person,everyone also want her..when i dont want her,everyone also dont want her..wtf?! i dont care who wants her,who dont want her..i know one thing,i realize it,i love her! and if anyone is trying to do something stupid,you can do..but if u hurt her,im not gonna forgive that person! y'all still dont know who am i,what im capable of,
sometimes,im angry..sometimes im happy,sometimes im sad..why am i having this kind of feelings? cant i be happy always? i just wanna love you,thats all..but when i wanna love you,its hard for me,why? cuz there's alot of people after you,i wish i can tell them why i want you to be my girlfriend,but i cant..im afraid after i tell that,i lost my friends..all of them are great friends,you can say all you want,do all you want..but please dont piss me off..
everytime i see you unhappy,i try to make you happy..sometimes it work out,sometimes not..
let me tell you,i really do have feelings about you..in fact,everyday and night,where i go,what i do,i still think of you..

*thats all i can tell in here,theres alot more i wanna share but its personal..sorry ya!
*will you please let me say,'iloveyou'?
*Everyday with a smile,


If you're reading this,you already got this thing,dont worry.

Here it is,

Look into my eyes
And let not tears turn you aside
For they are the soul's window
Where the real me must hide,

Look at my smile
For it is real
And if by chance I frown
Touch me with laughter
And with joy my life fill,

See my ears
When hope doth wane
Whisper words that encourage
And sing a lullaby
To ease the pain,

See my nose
Bring fragrance of every flower
To overwhelm with sweetness
Every second, minute, and hour

Look into my heart
That which I can bear
Tell me I'm precious
...and that you really care.

And if these prove frail
One thing I ask
...if you are willing to tread
where others fail,

...love me...just love me.

Fuck Off Backstabbers!

How many times must i forgive you all a?
if you all thing that y'all are so great,backstab yourself la..nothing to do isit?
asshole,y'all dont make me mad,if im mad im a different person,i dont care if i have to kill,if y'all dare,come and confront me..i dont care who you wanna bring,what the fuck you wanna do,just come and find me..
Everytime when i wanna hang out with this person,'you' come and disturb..what the fuck is your problem?..if you want her,you go ahead la..i dont care..me and her are just friend..
if you want me to kick your rat ass,tell me..i can do it for free.

To all of those fucking backstabbers,
Wanna confront me?..come here,find me..wanna fight?..call me..
if you all really wanna know what kind of person am i..come and try it out,you wanna fuck with me?..i fuck your rat ass off!
FUCK OFF!

Fucking Holiday!

Holiday is fucking fucking fucking bored! haha!
next year 'SPM' is coming,gosh..because of it,always tuition! tuition here,tuition there.. I HATE MY PRIVATE TUTOR!
i still remember last week,it was the worst week ever..he thinks he's the boss,i pay him to scold me a?..WHAT THE FUCK?!..i dont know this question,you dont wanna teach..november i wanna stop,you dont let..you think i fucking care a?..before i break your face,you better dont fucking joke with me,you dont know what i can do..i wanna stop its my wish la..fuck you la!..
let me tell you,i wanna give yo ua lesson long time already..i just dont want to show it,because my family member dont want me to do it..you dare you give me a lawyer letter,i sware i'll make your life miserable..mark my word!

FUCK OFF PRIVATE TUTOR!